HEART OF DESOLATION!!!

With a soft sight, a whispered sibilence of keen dread, the night closed in around me...
A rushing on silent wings of dark energy, like a stream of swiftly flowing water washing over every inch of my skin...
Drowning my body in a caliginous sheen of unequivocal gloom...
A gloom pregnant with a deep silence...
A swollen stillness which births a mind numbing eruption of venereal nothingness...
A visceral absence of light...
A bleeding darkness, blacker than the lowest levels of hell...
The stench of perdition overpowering the senses...
Deadening the heart...
Lacerating the soul with blistering sores of putrification...

It's as if I've fallen into an engorged void of desolation...
Dissoloution a slow death embracing my body in the filth of decay...
Disembodied, the phantom cloud of my breath swept away...
Dispersed by a dangerous pall of nullity...
Oblivion...
Formless terrors preying on the mind...
Tempering my dreams with viscious nightmares of unspeakable horrors...
The ordered patterns of the world drifting furthur and furthur away...
Leaving a rain of chaos in its wake...
Choked by the acidic bile of its touch, I falter...
Falter and fade...
A livid scream curving my lips in a numb blight of despair...
A heated cry of torment dwindling with distance...
Yet proportionally swelling the heart with an ocean of pain...

It's a rape against the mind...
The unimaginable cold embace of disparate nothingness...
It penetrates wih slow indifference...
Broaching the womb of reality with the bruising hardness of unresolved fears...
It thrust with harsh determination...
Revelling in the lacerating pain which tears at the mind...
Engorged; a fever of violence pressed hungrily into the blood-filled maw of the debauched night...
The numb heat of the burning dark, cold as winter ice...
An inflamed chilled racing through my blood in a freezing wave of depraved decadent lust...
An orgy of frenzy eliciting ruinous screams of stark horror to rise up...
Rise up from the caged animal trapped in the soul...
A feral howl of dejection and lost...
A saturnine glow of suffering...
A rising bubble of bitter bile bursting with the foul taste of dementia upon my lips...

It twist the body with unintelligible screams of dread...
Chains of sickened despair shackling the body tightly...
Niosome hands of cancerous brutality casually exploring the body wiith a dark regard...
Taking possesive pleasure from the intimate heart of my flesh...
Rapacious tongue drinking in the agonized sweat which slicks the skin in the oily residue of fear...
It's an all encompassing night of terror...
Blinding me to the reverent touch of dread...
A dread which pimples my body in goose bumps which breaks like festering boils...
Releasing a pus laden gruel of horrors...
An effluvia of maggots infesting my flesh...
Feeding upon the broken faith of supernal lust which ravage without cease-.
Devouring alive the essence which animates my soul...

How can one not but succumb to this dark tide of seduction?
Loathsome and base as it is...
A driving force of inimitable awareness...
Pressed firmly in stark fury against the madenhood of the consciousness in a stroking fever of ravening hunger...
Predatory...
Shaft of dementia aggresively tearing without pause into the soft cortex of the brain...
An explosion of pain...
Searing agony...
A raw intercourse of emaciated passions...
Deleterious desires oozing like musky ichor through the diseased veins of the spirit...
Pinned beneath the monumental indifference of an unstoppable avaricious force...
Victimized again and again by the dire prick of an unredeemable consiousness...
Legs forced wide as the swollen head of a dark and gloaming fate...
Broach the deepest heart of my most intimate and private places...
Defenseless before the onslaught of pain caused by the wanton invasion of tumescent appetites...
Violated repeatedly by the rending talons of an insatiable and yawning hunger...
Acidic bite of saliva marking the body with the enervating kiss of hopelessness...
Despondency a glimmering veil of darkness pulsing with the blood-stained tatters of true despair...

Held prisoner within this voracious grasp, where the basest of appetites are freely indulged...
The venom of implacable shadows injected into the bloodstream...
A glamour of lassitude weakiening the will as it corrupts the heart...
Its presence inviolate; merciless as it obdurately stalks and overcomes my weakened defenses...
Its touch invades and desecrates...
Embracing with louring doubt...
Caressing with a charnal kiss of condemnation...
It invites the suffering of the soul as it eagerly enters and violates the body; the mind...
Thrusting with ill concealed exuberance...
Burying its throbbing member deep into the swollen fullness of the womb...
The essenial heart of the soul...
The animas of the spirit...
Finding release in the sweet folds of tender flesh in a wild spasm of malice and rue...
Spume shed like the decaying breath of a dying star...
Light stagnant with the poisoned seed of a crepuscular dawn...
Stentorian; bursting against the eardrums in a lascivious riot of fly-blown rot...
A savage embrace of trepidatious dread massaging the heart with the blackened soul fo abject fear...
Birthing a gelatinous malignancy...
A chorusing howl of nightmares abiding on the dark wings of desolation...
Completely smothered by the evanescent hands of complete and utter...
Nothingness!!!

Richard 'Poetikz' Burton
05/01/2012